Just recent news...

Ugh, okay so I was wrong. I hate that I was wrong. but my screen caps really are not leaning towards Shayne. I only wanted the arm girl being proposed to, to be Amanda because I thought she was the best match. Now I don't even know who he will choose. He is really attracted to Shayne, but I am not sure if Shayne can be the 'smart girl' he wants in a woman. But Chelsea seems like she has to work too hard at having that physical part of the relationship that it might be difficult. But maybe that leaves more to the mystery for Matt. It is really up in the air, but by far this season has been the worst of all seasons. I am impatiently awaiting Deanna's return...on THE BACHELORETTE! It premiers May 19th. Oh no....I am going to be on vacation! I hope I am able to watch it. I am hoping that Deanna's season is much more intriguing. But here is the thing, I have never really watched the Bachelorette seasons. I would think that those ones are not as successful as the Bachelor. I think that because it doesn't seem like men are as emotional and willing to put themselves out there in hopes of a woman...I wonder what the men will be like. It is so exciting...but I hope that I am not disappointed.

So in about two weeks I am heading off to the lovely Nevada and California-road trip baby! I have never seen the ocean so I am excited to be able to do that. I think I will bring back some sand...I have heard that people bring back sand from the beach or something. I am not sure. I am going to make sure I have plenty or pictures. But before my trip I need to get so so much dones. Getting things going for a graduation party is very hard to do....and kind of expensive...I wonder if there is a place where you can just buy big packs of cardstock of just ONE color...not the mulicolor packs. I don't think that they would be too popular since everyone wants different colors for their scrapbooking. I am thinking of doing a tag style invite with my picture and information in a little pocket on the front. I will have to post pictures when I get the final product done.

On a funny note, my mother works here at my school and today she had a meeting with her boss and they went out to eat. And they were going to use my mother's car...well here comes my mom down the hall "hey, can you clean out the car??" "of course mother!" So I quickly went out there before class and I just shoved everything into the trunk. So funny because now the mess has just moved to the trunk, for a mess to grow again in the car. I think that my mother takes the black hole from her closet with her when she leaves... Just a mini one though.

On a serious note, there are somethings that happen in everyone's life where you just sit and wonder and ask God, Why??? And in this situation, we will never know the trigger that made Joe pull that trigger. My boyfriends cousin just recently took his own life. It is the most difficult thing I have ever had to deal with. The only death's I have ever had to deal with were grandparents (that I can remember) and I wasn't very close with them. And Joe was in my graduating class for this year. We went to school together. We hung out together. He was my boyfriend's best friend. it is so hard to comprehend the pain that he must have been feeling. My boyfriend is writing his Eulogy, and there is no one better. He is an amazing writer and he was his best friend. My boyfriend is also carrying the urn. I will never forget the phonecall that I got from my boyfriend, it was complete shock...so unexpected and so completely the most strange feeling I have ever had to experience. My thoughts and prayers are constantly on his family.

The Bachelor!!

So Matt is down to his final 3 (F3) and next week they are going to Barbados!!!!!!!!!! So I am pretty sure that the F2 are Shayne and Amanda. Because I think that Matt is kind of the affectionate kind, and Chelsea has clearly stated that she doesn't really like the PDA. And the previews shows her talking more about her not liking to hold hands. But I am almost positive that he picks Amanda!! I am pretty sure of this because they do something tricky in the screencaps at the end of the previews. I am almost positive I have this figured out! Okay, here is my take on the final episode...

So they show two clips. One where he is kneeling down to propose saying "I love you" and the next with just the woman's hands and his voice saying "Will you marry me" Now in the first clip, the arms are pretty fair skinned and pale. In the second clip the hand is very tan and obviously shayne's hands. They are two different girls!! So I am pretty sure that when he is kneeling down to the pale armed girl (amanda!!) and then the next clip where they just show the hands (shayne's) saying "Will you marry me"- I have the feeling that they pasted Matt's words into that screencap! Let me know if you think I got this wrong...but I think that I got this!!! Here are the two screen caps...

What do you think? You can watch the full thing on ABC's website. Just click on the bachelor and the most recent episode (I think it's week six) And skip all the way to the end to check out the previews.... It is hard to tell completely in these pictures...but it is way obvious when you watch it!!